Self pity

Ok so yesterday I was feeling a little...lets see....self pity maybe. After yelling at people I truly care about and walking around with my head down all week I realize that's not how I want to be. It's not the Christian way to be. Ok, so he has moved on and I havent, big deal. I may have lost an amazing friend but I still have my dignity, my health my family and a whole lot of other friends that do want me in their life. I just don't know why this feeling hurts so bad, wanting something you know you can't have or in my case wanting someone that doesn't want me back. I know...someone needs to offfer me some cheese to go with my whine or better yet just offer me a glass of real wine and tell me to get over it and deal with it!